I'm with jayson to be quite blunt. It hasn't been going well so far, and honestly it has been going on for a while. He has kind of been treating me harshy. By forcing himself onto me and trying to visit me when i have the "Time of the month" going on at this point and all i want is girl time with my friend. I couldn't blame him though he loves me. But one thing ruined it which made me burst into tears. He hit his dog becuse jayson was being stupid.

He accidently let his dog loose and when it came back he grabbed it's ears
I winced
then he smacked it's head
I winced
And then he pushed him away and his in his blanket.
I cried

I honestly don't know what to do.
First of i met this wonderful guy the only downfall is he has depression, but he sems to force himself to be happy around me. And he has a crush on me and said he will wait.
I can't take anymore fighting with jayson, and i'm loosing my happiness. Perhaps i wasn't happy in the first place, i have depression and i've been faking for a while i don't know if it's true or not.

I need to be happy but i don't want to hurt him.
What would you do?